Chapter 43 Don't Get Along with Society

  "Tell me? Why? Why are you with my brother-in-law? Why did you become his wife? Why did you give up on Luo Hai? Weren't you deeply in love? Jiayan, can you tell me all about this? If it wasn't for Luo Hai telling me, I wouldn't have understood what happened between you two?" Yu Xin asked excitedly.

  "Yuxin, don't be agitated, I'm sorry, things happened too suddenly, so I didn't tell you, Luo Hai and I are no longer together, you know that too, as long as the feelings are gone, love can disappear at any time, that's how I feel about Luo Hai, we don't have that feeling between us anymore, breaking up is inevitable, whether it's sooner or later, it's going to happen anyway, this way is better, at least we won't have to wait until after marriage to break up." Xuer said with her head down.

  "That's enough, Xue Er. I know you well, and I don't believe there's no feelings between you and Luo Hai. Tell me, what happened between you two? Why did he say you betrayed him? Why did he say you were intimate with another man? Xue Er, I'm your best friend, you can tell me when something happens to you, don't hide it from me. You should know that I've been watching you two fall in love and get engaged, and I thought highly of your relationship, knowing how much you loved each other. But now everything has changed, and it's making me doubt love itself. Xue Er, the reason I came to find you today is because I hope you'll tell me the truth, don't hide anything from me." Yu Xin said, holding onto Xue Er's hand, hoping she would speak the truth.

  "Yuexin, you're thinking too much, I don't have any reason, it's just that I don't love him anymore. Actually, we're not even anything, people who've been married for twenty years are getting divorced, let alone us who are just dating. What do you care about? What does it matter if we've come a long way together? What does it matter if things go well between us? Isn't everything already over now? I don't love Luo Hai anymore, I have no feelings for him at all." Xueer said directly, pushing away Yuexin's hand. What should she do now? Should she really tell Yuexin everything? No way, if she tells Yuexin, she'll definitely go find her brother and tell Luo Hai too, and then everything will be back to square one again, and things will get complicated all over again.

  "So when did you get to know my brother? When did you two hit it off? Was it when I brought my brother to your engagement party? Or had you known each other for a long time already? Tell me, when did you and my brother start messing around?" Yu Xin said excitedly.

  "I don't know, I just feel that he is several hundred times better than Luo Hai. You're not unaware of your brother's worth, do you think Luo Hai can compare? Yuexin, we're not kids anymore, we're not students anymore. I'm different from you, you've had good conditions since childhood, you haven't suffered. My parents left me early on, I have nothing, everything I have to work hard for. I'm tired, after entering society, I realized that having no money and no power is not enough, love is useless. Can you eat love? Can you live in a house made of love? It's not enough, I don't want my life to be wasted like this, if there's a better path, I have no reason not to take it. Is that right? Yuexin, I'm just such a woman, now you've seen me too. If you think you can still be friends with me, then we'll continue as if nothing happened. But if you despise me, if you find me disgusting, you can ignore me. There are only two choices, you have to choose one." Xueer said word by word, "Don't not get along with society, or you won't be able to get by."