Living with School Hunk and Childhood Friend for 32 Years

  I plopped myself down on the sand with a thud and asked with half-closed eyes, "What's there to talk about?"

  "Do you love him?"

  "Uh-huh."

  "What... happened that night..."

  "Don't mention that night again. If I kissed you that night, I apologize to you, because it wasn't intentional, and you know that I was dead drunk that night, maybe even I myself didn't know what I was doing."

  "Did you take me for him that night?" Looking at his sorrowful eyes, I couldn't bear to deceive him.

  "That night, at first maybe I thought you were Yui, but when I kissed you, I realized you weren't him because the scent on your body made me distinguish that you weren't him. But I still continued kissing you like that. I don't know why either. At that time, I just didn't want to let go. I knew I did something wrong that night. But it's already done, so there's no use talking about it now, so I'm telling you honestly. No matter what you think, I'm fine." I said calmly.

  That night was my fault, I took the initiative. Although I knew he wasn't Yui but I still kissed him.

  Mistakes are mistakes, although I'm a girl, I still have to take responsibility for my actions.

  "Hehe..." Han Youhui suddenly smiled.

  "Haha." I don't understand what he's laughing at.

  "I'm glad you don't take me for him."

  "Am I really this low?"

  "Hey, you're really special. Other girls would think they've been taken advantage of and feel pitied, but instead, you blame yourself. Really special... Unfortunately..." Han Youhui's voice trailed off after saying "unfortunately".

  "I think men and women are the same. Besides, that day I was the one who took the initiative to kiss you, and I even grabbed onto you and wouldn't let go. Can I blame you? Although I'm the one who ended up losing out, it was my own doing. If anyone's to blame, it can only be myself."

  When I finished speaking, Han Youhui suddenly looked at me with deep affection, and I didn't know what to do.

  "Hey, what's up?" I called out.

  "You kissed me, so I'll kiss you back. That's only fair." Han Yuhee said with a sly smile.

  "What? What's going on? Didn't I apologize to you for that night already?" I said somewhat nervously to Han Yuhee.