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3.38: Confirmation

  The blue shimmer that had lingered like a membrane of trapped light was gone, leaving just a gaping warehouse door, big enough to perhaps allow two forklifts to pass side by side, fifteen feet tall at most. Concrete and the faint smell of aviation fuel and rust.

  John stared blankly, his mind struggling to process what he'd just witnessed.

  His lungs were doing something wrong. Each breath was a little too shallow, a little too fast, the rhythm increasingly out of sync.

  The apocalypse had mercilessly killed one of its own, and he was struggling to wrap his head around that.

  That kind of direct interference was nothing new, technically speaking. John had seen the System manipulate monster movements in Watford, orchestrating the death game with malevolent precision. He'd watched it herd the massive horde that now surrounded Heathrow Airport like an ocean of teeth and claws. Hell, it had even "hotfixed" his Combine ability back in the school portal, adjusting reality on the fly to let him merge Spells and Skills.

  But this felt different.

  This was it watching through the Lugger's wheel-eyes as the boss let slip the first syllable of something it had apparently been forbidden to say, and deciding, in that same instant, with no warning or build-up or hesitation whatsoever, to simply stop the monster's soul. Like switching off a light. Like deleting a file.

  The implication of it kept arriving in his mind in fresh waves, each one a little colder than the last.

  It could do that to me.

  Sure, perhaps it wasn’t likely that the System would just gank him like that, given he didn’t exactly know any secrets it might want kept secret in the first place, as far as he was aware, but the fact it potentially had the capability, if it so chose, was fucking horrifying. Obviously it had displayed the ability to alter his body and soul from the very beginning, what with the level ups and magical abilities, but somehow he’d never considered the possibility that it could utilise that same process maliciously until now.

  His mind spiralled, thoughts racing down dark corridors he couldn't seem to stop following. The Lugger had been a survivor from another world, another apocalypse. It had endured whatever John was currently enduring, fought through portals and monsters and System-enforced cruelty, only to end up here. Trapped in a boss room. Forced to defend a portal core. Given some vague promise of getting back something that had been lost.

  John saw himself standing where the Lugger had stood. Saw himself years from now, decades maybe, reduced to a red-souled monster defending some portal core on a world that wasn't Earth. Still clinging to whatever lie the System whispered in his ear about redemption, about recovery, or whatever the fuck it dangled in front of those desperate souls who had nothing left of their world.

  He was breathing faster. He caught himself doing it and made a deliberate effort to engage Biomancy, directing it through his respiratory system like a cool hand pressing against a stuttering engine. His nervous system responded to his will, stress hormones rebalancing, his breathing slowing to something more manageable. The panic didn't disappear entirely, but it became distant, manageable, a problem he could box up and deal with later. The edges of his vision, which he hadn't even consciously noticed were beginning to blur, sharpened back to clarity.

  And with clarity came the rest of the damage.

  The Lugger's parting blow had been delivered during the activation sequence for Reaper's Gale, when he'd been holding himself still by sheer will, arms spread, waiting for the scythe to form in his hands while the boss's massive knuckles caught him across the ribs. He'd felt it distantly in the moment, adrenaline and focused intent insulating him from the full impact.

  He felt it very un-distantly now.

  His left side was ablaze with agony, ribs definitely broken from where the Lugger had clipped him during Reaper's Gale's activation sequence. Each breath sent spikes of pain through his chest. There was internal bleeding too, he could feel it, the wrongness spreading through his abdomen

  He turned his attention to it, guiding the Spell through his own body, finding each point of damage and working it methodically. The ribs first—the ends needed coaxing back into alignment before any real healing could begin, and he managed it by degrees. Internal bleeding next, sealing the small ruptures one by one.

  It wasn't fast work. It was never fast work, not with injuries this substantial, but Cellular Regeneration at least supplemented what he couldn’t immediately prioritise. It would take the better part of ten minutes to clear the most serious of it, and in the meantime, his side ached like fuck.

  "—ohn? John!"

  He blinked, awareness of his surroundings crashing back all at once. Lily was right next to him, close enough that he could see the worry etched into her face. Her green eyes searched his, wide with concern. Her hands were half-raised towards him like she’d wanted to reach out and had been exercising considerable restraint about it.

  Chester was a few paces behind Lily, his spiked mace held loosely at his side, his other hand opening and closing against his thigh in a nervous rhythm.

  "Are you alright?" Lily asked, her voice pitched low. "You looked like you were somewhere else entirely for a moment there."

  John didn't answer immediately, keeping his focus on Biomancy while quickly delving into his Outfits menus to repair the damage to his clothes—they were significantly more costly, being Enchanted and all, but he had plenty of Aura to spare.

  The process of healing was painful enough that most people would be screaming on the ground—hell, he would have just over a week ago.

  The temptation was there spend one of his level ups reared its ugly head. Upgrading Arcane to Level 10 would flood his body with healing energy, knitting bone and tissue back together in seconds. It would feel amazing, that rush of vitality and power coursing through him. No more pain, no more gasping breaths, just perfect health and ten Level 10 Spells to work with to boot.

  But the resource was too precious. With Agility, Strength, Mind, Arcane, and Talent at Level 9, and Vitality already at Level 10, he only had five more level ups and their healing effects to work with.

  This isn't severe enough, John decided firmly. Biomancy can handle this. Only spend a level up when the damage is so bad that I can’t think straight, or if I’m in a dire situation where I need to be at top shape.

  "John?" Lily’s voice was higher than usual, strained with worry.

  "I'm fine." John grimaced. His voice had croaked a bit, which was awful, but the lack of Aura deduction calmed his nerves a fraction. At this point, it wasn’t so much the points in and of themselves, but more the tangible confirmation that he’d done something cool or lame. In this case, it apparently wasn’t lame enough to his audiences to warrant a deduction, and that was reassuring. "Just... needed a minute."

  Lily's expression suggested she didn't buy that for a second, but she didn't push. Instead, she took half a step closer, her posture radiating concern. Chester shifted his weight from foot to foot, his hands flexing around the handle of his spiked mace.

  John realised he'd been standing there for what must have been several minutes, just staring at empty space while his mind went to dark places. They'd probably been trying to get his attention the whole time. The uncoolness of it, he found, was lesser to the shame of worrying his friends.

  Get it together, he told himself firmly. You can have a crisis later. Right now, people need answers.

  He summoned the Walkie-Thinkie from his Inventory, the enchanted connection linking him mentally to his team. The thought of voicing what he'd just learned aloud, felt… dangerous, now.

  "I all but got direct confirmation that monsters are powered by human and alien souls in some way," John sent through the mental link. His thoughts felt heavy, leaden. "The boss monsters in particular are still sentient. They're forced to defend the portal cores from enemies, with some unknown hope dangled in front of them. The Lugger was about to tell me what that hope was, and the System just... killed it. Deleted the portal space entirely rather than let me hear the rest."

  Lily had gone pale, her freckles standing out stark against her suddenly bloodless complexion. Chester looked like he might be sick, his face taking on a greenish tinge.

  "Fuck," Doug's voice finally came through, rougher than usual. "That's... Christ, Johnny boy. That's fucked up even by this apocalypse's standards."

  Then Jade's voice, small and distant: "Are they... all of them? Every monster?"

  John grimaced, his jaw clenching. He wanted to hit himself. Idiot, of course that would distress her. Fucking think for once in your life.

  Before her death and revival, before the System had released its grip on her, Jade's abilities had been designed to torture, a sadist's toolkit forced onto someone whose entire identity revolved around veganism and animal rights activism.

  The only way she'd been able to rationalise killing monsters at all was by telling herself they weren't sentient, weren't real. Just mindless constructs, hollow shells animated by magic or alien technology or whatever the System was.

  And now John was telling her that might not be true.

  Idiot, moron, imbecile, dumbarse.

  "The souls mean nothing," John sent, trying to inject certainty into his mental voice that he didn't entirely feel. "Only the red-souled monsters have shown any level of awareness. Everything else has been mindless so far, as far as I can tell, directed by the System to wherever it wants them to go for its sick games. Blues, greens, yellows, and even oranges are all just… fucking drones, or something."

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  The silence stretched.

  "Right," she finally said. Her voice sounded hollow. "Right. Of course. Just the reds."

  She didn't reply again, no matter how anyone tried to talk to her. John began to suspect she’d put down her Walkie-Thinkie.

  "I'll go find her," Doug said after a moment. "Make sure she's alright. This is... this is a lot to take in."

  In front of John, Lily sighed deeply and gave him a sad smile that didn't quite reach her eyes. "You're a good guy, John. Showing empathy for Jade like that. I know you didn't have to try to soften the blow."

  John shrugged uncomfortably, unsure how to respond to that. He hadn't been thinking about being a good guy. He'd just been trying to prevent Jade from spiralling into another mental breakdown. Purely practical. Totally reasonable.

  Chester cleared his throat. "I want to go back," he said abruptly. "To the royal suite. To check on Jade. Make sure she's... I don't know. Just make sure."

  John nodded. "I'll escort you."

  He turned to the rest of the group—Vincent, Tomoyo, Simon, Aisha, Antoine, and Pete—who'd been hanging back during this exchange, giving them space. They all looked various shades of grim.

  "The task of clearing out nearby warehouses and buildings still needs doing," John said, businesslike. "We need to secure a safe perimeter around the royal suite. I can handle it myself if you all want to take a break."

  "Absolutely not," Lily said immediately, her crossbow rising slightly as if to emphasise her point. "You're not going out there alone."

  "Master would never exclude us from the path of self-improvement!" Vincent declared, though his usual boisterousness was subdued. "We stand with you!"

  "Indeed," Tomoyo said quietly, her fan snapping open. "Maeda-sama does not flee from difficult truths."

  "We're all going to die anyway," Aisha muttered. "Might as well keep busy until the inevitable."

  "Fun times ahead!" Simon's declared with a clownish chuckle. "Nothing like monster hunting to take your mind off existential horror!"

  "I am definitely not ready to continue," Antoine said.

  Pete just nodded silently, his fists already starting to glow with that energy his System granted him.

  John felt something loosen in his chest that he hadn't realised was tight. Despite the horror of what they'd just learned, despite the exhaustion and fear, they were choosing to keep going.

  Good people, John thought. Stronger than they realise.

  "Alright then," he said. "Let's move."

  ~~~

  The hours that followed blurred together into a grinding routine. Warehouse, clear, move. Warehouse, clear, move.

  And John had to admit, as he watched from his self-appointed position as "mysterious teacher," their teamwork was genuinely improving.

  Vincent and Tomoyo had developed an instinctive understanding of each other's abilities beforehand, and they only got better at it as they cut loose. When Vincent unleashed a torrent of flame, Tomoyo would wait precisely long enough for the heat to peak before countering with her ice, the temperature differential creating explosive results that neither could achieve alone. They'd stopped needing to call out their attacks, each one reading the other's intent from body language alone.

  That wasn’t to say that Vincent stopped calling out his attacks. Far from it.

  Simon and Aisha had somehow formed the world's most unlikely partnership. Simon's manic bouncing and impossibly fast strikes would scatter monster formations, and Aisha's shadow scythe would reap through the disorganised clusters with grim efficiency. She'd even stopped muttering quite so much about inevitable doom, though John suspected that had more to do with being too focused to talk than any actual improvement in her outlook.

  Antoine and Pete were... well, they were being themselves. Antoine phased through obstacles and enemies alike, his touch bringing instant death to anything foolish enough to exist in the same space. Pete went vertical whenever possible, using his enhanced strength to turn the environment into a jungle gym, raining down energy-charged strikes from unexpected angles.

  Chester anchored the group, his presence a stabilising force that drew aggression and held ground. His fear was still there, John could see it in the tightness around his eyes, but his movements were sure, committed. He was learning to function despite the terror.

  Lily remained at range, her crossbow singing its deadly song with metronomic precision. She'd started calling out threats before John could, her tactical awareness sharp enough to anticipate monster movements. More than once, she'd saved someone from an ambush they hadn't seen coming.

  And John held back. He only intervened when absolutely necessary, when someone made a mistake that would cost them their life. It was harder than he'd expected, fighting the instinct to simply obliterate everything himself. But this was about making sure the resistance didn't rely entirely on him, so he endured.

  Throughout it all, the mixed feelings about their work were impossible to ignore. The knowledge that monsters were made with human and alien souls, in some fashion, hadn’t exactly been kept secret. disseminated through the group.

  Vincent's theatrical declarations had taken on a grimmer edge. He still spoke of honour and determination, but there was an undercurrent now, a weight to his words that hadn't been there before. When he incinerated a blue-souled monster, John saw him flinch, just barely, before his fiery persona reasserted itself.

  Tomoyo's cold efficiency had grown colder. She killed with the same precision, but there was something almost ritualistic about it now, like she was performing a necessary duty rather than engaging in combat.

  Even Simon's forced enthusiasm had cracked around the edges. His grin remained fixed, his movements still manic, but John caught moments between fights where the mask slipped and something haunted looked out from behind Simon's eyes.

  As for John himself... the rage was building.

  Every monster they killed, every blue-souled creature that dissolved into nothing fuelled the fire in his chest. Indignant, righteous fury at whoever or whatever had orchestrated this nightmare. At the entity that recycled souls like raw materials. At the cosmic horror that thought it could play with lives like they were toys.

  By the time they cleared the fourth warehouse—a massive structure filled with what looked like possessed cargo containers that tried to crush them—John was struggling to keep the anger contained. His jaw ached from clenching it so hard. His hands had spent so long curling into fists that he halfway worried they might get stuck that way. Biomancy could only do so much to regulate his emotional state when the emotion was this intense.

  "Master, are you alright?" Vincent asked during a brief rest period. They were sitting in the shadow of a loading dock, catching their breath. "You seem... troubled."

  "I'm fine," John said curtly.

  Vincent looked like he wanted to press the issue, but Tomoyo put a hand on his arm and shook her head minutely.

  Before long, John felt the familiar pressure building in the east.

  He'd been dreading it, but there was also a dark anticipation there. A desire to do something, to lash out.

  He activated Dragon Wings and launched himself skyward, great black wings carrying him up and away from the others. The wind rushed past him, and for a moment he could almost pretend he was somewhere else. Somewhere that wasn't an apocalyptic nightmare.

  Then he looked east, and the moment shattered.

  The black hole was unfurling over Central London once again, a perfect circle of absolute darkness ringed by malevolent purple fire. He watched as it expanded from a pinprick to its full size, reality itself bending around its presence. The dark ichor began its familiar drip into the Thames, thick and viscous and wrong.

  And he once again felt its attention. The black hole saw him. Acknowledged him. And in that cosmic regard, John felt nothing but hatred. Pure, undiluted loathing for his continued existence.

  Good, John thought savagely. The feeling's mutual, you eldritch piece of shit.

  Through Mana Sense, he felt the monsters around Heathrow begin to stir. Thousands upon thousands of magical signatures shifting, orienting, beginning to move with single-minded purpose.

  Toward the airport. Toward him.

  Every instinct screamed at him to fly toward that black hole, to unleash everything he had, damn the consequences. Every devastating attack in his arsenal launched in one suicidal assault just to hurt the thing that had hurt so many.

  But he restrained himself. Barely. Just barely.

  He hovered there, wings beating steadily, staring down the eldritch abomination with every ounce of will he possessed. The pressure of its attention was immense, crushing, but he didn't look away. Didn't flinch.

  "I'm gonna fucking get you," John said aloud. A reaffirmation of the oath he'd made the first time he'd laid eyes on the thing. "Whatever you are. Whatever this is. I'm going to end you."

  +10000 Aura

  The ichor dripping from the black hole seemed to increase in response, oozing faster, almost like tears.

  And through Mana Sense, he felt the monsters move.

  They surged forward as one, a tide of claws and teeth and malice flowing toward Heathrow Airport. John could feel them converging from every direction, a noose tightening around the terminal complex. Hundreds became thousands. Thousands became tens of thousands. Tens of thousands, he was sure, would become millions.

  But then... they stopped.

  They just froze, every single one of them, as if someone had pressed pause on reality itself.

  A moment later, they lurched forward again, resuming their charge.

  Then froze again, mid-stride.

  Forward. Stop. Forward. Stop.

  It happened over and over, the monsters jerking like puppets whose strings were being fought over by multiple puppeteers. John watched, transfixed, as the entire horde spasmed in place, caught in some kind of cosmic tug-of-war.

  The black hole's ichor output increased dramatically, the stream becoming a torrent, and John felt a surge of something through Mana Sense. Force, being exerted on the monsters to make them move.

  But something was resisting.

  The monsters froze again, held in place by some invisible counterforce. Then the black hole's presence intensified, and they jerked forward. Then froze. Then jerked.

  There's more than one of them, John realised. More than one entity with control over the monsters. They're fighting for dominance.

  The struggle continued for several more seconds, reality straining under the contest of wills, before gradually the black hole's ichor flow returned to its usual steady stream. The monster horde began to settle, still surrounding the airport but no longer actively advancing.

  John hung in the air for a long moment, his mind racing.

  Multiple entities. Multiple powers vying for control of the same monsters. One clearly wanted to kill him, to crush the resistance, to end this whole experiment or game or whatever it was. But another... another had stopped it. Held it back.

  Why?

  Was there some kind of internal conflict happening? A disagreement about how to proceed? Different entities with different goals, different ideas about what this apocalypse was supposed to accomplish?

  If they're not unified, John thought, his mind already spinning possibilities, if they're actively working against each other... that's an advantage. That's leverage I can use.

  He didn't know how yet. Didn't know who or what was fighting or why. But the fact that the opposition wasn't monolithic, that there were cracks in their control, that gave him hope.

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