LOOP 1: DESPERATION SETS IN – AGE 2, FIRST GLIMMER OF CYCLE AWARENESS
Loop 1 progressed:
Age 2 – identical tantrums, same baby talk
But amidst childish antics, eerie awareness seeped:
Déjà vu moments – knowing what Mother would say next
Father's anger triggers – anticipating his explosive rage
Olivia's smile – feeling like we'd played together BEFORE
My toddler mind reeled – grasping cycle fragments:
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This isn't my first time living this life.
Something's wrong with Father.
I must warn Mother… but how?
First attempt to alter loop:
Stuttered warning to Mother: 'Dada… bad!'
She smiled, distracted – 'Who's a sweet boy?'
Father overheard – eyes narrowing at me
Loop 1 ended in horror:
Father's rage unleashed – he slammed me into my crib!
My tiny head hit hard – vision blurred, pain spiked
Last sounds: Father's furious roar, Mother's terrified scream
My small body went limp, life fading to black…
MY LIFELESS BODY WENT STILL. AUTOMATIC RESET ACTIVATED… LOOP 1 COMPLETE. LOOP 2 INITIATED.
Loop 2 begins with same innocent smile, same nursery rhymes playing…
(The cycle restarts with slight variations…)