Chapter 36: The Wicked Idea
Tong Mai glanced at his wallet, which was empty except for a 20-yuan note, barely enough to cover lunch. After lunch... he wouldn't have enough money to take the bus back to Yin's house.
After graduation, she became even more down and out.
When she was in London before, she could find several part-time jobs at the same time. Although life was a bit tight, it wasn't to the point where she had to eat one meal and skip the next.
It seems that if she still can't find a job, she will starve to death...
"My goodness, how did I end up like this?" Tong Mai's eyes stared blankly at the wallet, her heart feeling a chill.
In the past, in order to make a living, she didn't mind doing any job, serving dishes as a waitress, washing dishes at a hotel, selling newspapers at a magazine company... almost all low-end jobs, she had done them all, just to get this heavy diploma...
However, the result is... a degree that is of no use to her at all now.
"Mom, please bless me to find a job soon! If I don't have a job, I'm afraid I'll really starve to death." Tong Mai's expression is extremely desperate and helpless. All her fighting spirit has been crushed...
Returning to the Yin's house with a gloomy and lethargic mood, Tong Mai's stomach was growling with hunger. Sitting in front of the computer, staring at the flickering screen, his eyes were wide with confusion!
Tonight, on her way home, she went to Elisa's house again, as if it could give her a heart therapy at this moment, but the principal's worried face and the children's innocence, one by one image flashed in her mind, Tong Mai's powerlessness and pain seemed even stronger...
"Ugh... can't you just leave me alone?"
Tong Mai desperately shook her head in front of the computer, her black and shiny hair messy and stuck to her face, still staring at the computer through the gap.
Should she take it a step further? Sell her body online once more? In an instant, such a terrifying thought flashed through her mind...
Indeed, after this thought flashed by for a long time, Tong Mai felt that he had simply gone mad!
But she seemed unconscious, her slender fingers clicking uncontrollably on the keyboard...
Soon, there was a string of words on the screen...
Tong Mai stared blankly at the screen, as if all the images in her eyes were blurry and unclear.
"Drip" similar to QQ response sound disturbed Tong Mai's thoughts, she suddenly woke up! Looking at the screen, the other party's offer...... 500,000!
This amount... is astronomical to her, when has she ever seen so much money, and with this money, she can do a lot of things... like the children in Elisa's house, like her unsettled life.
But after hesitating for a moment, I said "Sorry..."
Just now's impulse, she couldn't do it, and the generation of this idea also made herself unexpected. Was she really forced to be helpless? Or was her loneliness relapsing again? Or is she always unconsciously thinking about proving her own existence?
"Ah...... crazy...... Tong Mai, you must have split personality disorder......"
In the room, Tong Mai was slightly annoyed, scratching her hair, through the mirror opposite, she saw herself in the mirror, disheveled hair, pale complexion, and that frightened expression, her heart was trembling uncontrollably...
She is no longer just a child abandoned by her parents, to some extent, her mind, her thinking has begun to show signs of distortion and entanglement...
